mei's mindscape

30 jun 2024. and just like that, the first half of the year is over!!! crazy how that happens. this is kind of a rambly post about some life/site/media updates, so it's very long, sorry. here is where i talk about my life... not much has changed with me over the past month. i finished the comic i said i was working on, which i'm quite happy with! there's 24 hours left on the campaign as of typing this and i think it'll get fully funded at the very last second, so i'm excited for that! i'm happy enough with... Read more?

24 may 2024. i've been thinking a little bit about various aspects of my site, and decided it would be good to write these thoughts down rather than let them float abstractly in my head, so here we go! (i guess this counts as a very belated anniversary post? kind of a lame way to celebrate!!!) design now that i'm a little over a year into running this website, i've found myself steering away from design choices i used to make – not because they're bad, but because i want to make things more... Read more?

30 mar 2024. we're almost done with Q1 of this year. crazy...! it's been a while since i wrote a diary entry into this thing so i thought i'd do one before the month ended. just make the new pages! i've been working on some pages that have been on my to-do list since i started the site!!! i speak about this all the time but it's so intimidating to try and tackle some of them, especially the shrines. i like my pages to be really organized, and when something is as abstract and intense as an obsession, i have... Read more?

22 feb 2024. just got back from my morning walk with worm, the day after coming back from melbourne! i thought i'd write up an entry while the memory of the trip is still fresh and i'm still coming down from the high of it. we were there to see taylor in concert but decided to maximize the trip and stay for a week. this was the first time we were staying in the city proper, as we'd usually bunk with relatives who lived in the suburbs an hour away from the city. i think being in the city worked well –... Read more?

21 feb 2024. i'm back from my trip! my family flew to melbourne for a week and had a really good time. i'll probably write a separate post about stuff we did and things i got there, but before any of that: last friday i saw taylor swift in concert for the first time ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (sidenote: i think it's kind of funny how now three of my blog posts on here have been taylor-related, because i don't actually think about her all that much. i guess she's just... easier to write about, as a result?... Read more?

3 feb 2024. i've been avoiding my bear blog lately because i've been feeling like i have to think of something blog post-worthy to write about... and it's not that i haven't had any big thoughts lately, but i'm going through a period where i just don't feel like sharing those deeper ponderings, or even entertaining them for too long. they're things i more want to talk to trusted friends and family about in real life, or distract myself from, or just quietly address on my own. i've realized i do a lot of... Read more?

24 nov 2023. long time no see, again! i've been traveling with family for the past week and a half and have been recovering from post-travel depression since then LOL. we were in new york to see family and do some regular touristy new york things, and i got to see some friends from college too! the highlight of the trip was that i attended my first ever anime convention, and it was a whole lot of fun!! i got an item signed by bernadetta's voice actor and i went around the ENTIRE artist alley... Read more?

5 nov 2023. hello diary, long time no see!! i feel like i've had quite the eventful month since i last wrote, even if it wasn't really all that eventful. it just felt full and mostly happy, so i wanted to go through some of it here. what's the haps first of all, i finished up my contract at my office job! you are looking at an unemployed bitch lmfao... i had a really good time at my job, and have so much affection for my coworkers. they made the duration of my time there... Read more?